This song was written in 2004 after I broke up with a long term partner and didn't know where to go next. So I went on a road trip with my best friend and ended up in Yellowknife, Northwest Territories. It was such an amazing, heart-opening adventure!! But that's a whole other song...
lyrics
ALL THIS TIME
Last night the show was great; you were missed.
You know I should have been elated but I left there quite depressed.
It left me saddened.
This dark house is so damn cold; I’m so alone.
I’m walking blindly down this winding road, don’t know which way to go to get back to me.
After all this time, I find I don’t know how to live my life without you.
After all this time, I find I don’t know how to live my life without you in it.
I’m trying hard to help myself, I’m reading all the self-help books that I can get my hands on.
Oh Divine light shine down on me, I will chant Om three times, just help me make it through these moments of…
Seeing lovers wherever I go; did I make a mistake?
Deep down inside I really know that this is what it takes to find me inside this masquerade.
After all this time, I find I don’t know how to live my life without you.
After all this time, I find I don’t know how to live my life without you in it.
I thought this would be easy, you always said that I was such an optimist I know.
And here I go again, cause I know that this pain will not last a lifetime, and in time I’ll grow…
After all this time, I find...
After all this time, I find...
After all this time, I find I don’t know how to live my life without you.
After all this all this time
After all this all this time
After all this all this time
I'm trying, I'm learning and I'm wondering how
And I'm trying to live my life without you...
credits
released February 25, 2015
Recorded with Corwin Fox at Hidden Well Studio in Cumberland, BC
www.corwinfoxmusic.com
Named 'Vocalist of the Year' at the 2014 Vancouver Island Music Awards and nominated for 'Best Live Act' two years
consecutively, Brodie Dawson definitely delivers!
Brodie calls her style a mix of 'soulful bluesy folk' with a gospel funk, twist of pop and a twang of old-school country.
It’s her voice that jumps out at you…as soon as she sings her first note you're hooked!
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